Let's Catch Up

I'm sorry I haven't updated like...at all this week. Shame on me. Maybe I was punishing you for hating my boyfriend of the week (because almost nobody commented on it. *sad face*).
Really though?
I've been busy.
I'm surprised I even got the BOTW post up last Sunday.

It was a crazy weekend. Friday I went to Belle's 2nd birthday party at McDonald's.

You know how I love those little Goddaughters of mine. I mean, just look at that face!

Then we had an Easter brunch on Saturday since I was leaving Vermont on Sunday, and got to see some of the family. Seager was still fussy, and angry about being somewhere that wasn't home. We found out the ONLY person capable of calming him is his daddy. Not even my Aunt could get him to settle down for her. It was the weirdest thing.

Then I hung out with Juno afterwords. Watched the girlies while she packed, because they moved back to Cali this week. Then we went out for a girls night at one of the bars in town. It's awful going out where I'm from because it's nearly impossible not to run into people you know... a lot of people you know. Since I rarely encounter situations like that when I go out, it's just really uncomfortable to me. I'm just so used to being anonymous I guess.

When I got home that night there was DRAMA. It really irks me that I can't go home to VT without some kind of drama happening. If it's not one thing, it's another. I never escape it.
Fucking irksome.
I would LOVE to spill my guts to you guys about what happened. I know you'd be supportive. But since I didn't start the drama, I'd like to be mature and not continue to perpetuate it, even though I'd sure as hell enjoy it... for a moment... then it would just cause me a whole lot of unwanted stress, and set back all the hard work I've done over the years trying to prove myself as an adult, and that I've learned from my mistakes. It's unfortunate that I have to censure myself, but it's honestly not worth all the trouble it would cause. So I'll just keep my mouth shut, for now.

The rest of my week was hectic. I had a bunch of reading. A research paper proposal. A speech. Boring college student stuff. I don't think it's going to slow down either. I hate how everything gets crazy after spring break, like all the work suddenly becomes this brick wall you never noticed before, standing between you and the completion of the semester, and you're like, "Holy crap! I have three research papers due on the same day, three more speeches, and a couple tests. How did this happen?! And where did this wall come from?"
All I can do is take a deep breath and keep with the mantra, "One more year. One more year. One more year, and then graduate school. Oh great..."